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My new Frens

Berikut adalah sedikit sinopsis mengenai kawan-kawan baru aku:

1) AAA Bold Sabre - dia ni, seribu satu karenah...rasa nak debik pun ada...tp bile aku pukul dia, merajuk spi 2 ari. jenuh kena beli carrot nak bodek balik. ada time dia bersemangat, tp bile time dia buat kalut dia...adoi....x padan dgn jantan...geram btul...penakut pun ye jugak...nak langkat longkang kaki spi menggigil...but all in all...i love him...never fail to make me smile with his clumsiness

2) Martina - kalo tgk nama confirm boleh tu dia ni betina...nama pun sedap, mcm nama espanol...tapi (ada tapi di sini)...w'laupun buta sebelah mata, bila time mkn dia la paling mengganas. nampak je kereta sorong trus menendang-nendang...bukan takat tu, punya la liat, kalo org mcm aku yg baru start riding bagi leg contact, dia boleh wat bodoh jer, walk pun xnak...kurang asam btul...

3) Plong - dia ni agak besar...dgr khabar dia ni susah tul nak mandi...kalo dimandikan slaly senyentap spi head collar putus...x bijak btul..dah org nak mandikan tu dok je la diam-diam...dia pun baru baik ari penyakit aper ntah...abis cebeh muka dia...skrg baru hensem balik

4) Flores - dia ni paling tinggi di antara kaum sejenis dia...tp rider dia adalah yg paling kecik. bile diorg bersama nampak mcm comei je...dia ni agak tua ah usia dia...i dunno how old tp nickname dia tok wan...so must be quite old la

5) Teruna - aku suka btul dgn nama dia...blum lagi berkesempatan nak berkenalan dgn lebih lanjut...sempat nak tarik dia je

6) Contessa - hehe, aku panggil dia cik con...baru melayu skit... dia pun agak tua dah...tp color dia antara yg paling cantik...ala-ala mcm koboi gitu...dia ni cool and relax...cuma kdg2 angin skit ngan dia bile dah lama dia exercise...bile org soh walk dia nak trot je...pastu dia pun ada habit nak gigit org bile org nak ketatkan tali pinggang dia...but dia la antara yg paling kurang ragamnya

utk kwn-kawan yang lain, akan disambung pada masa akan datang....

::CNY::

::chinese new year is coming up...and i'll be stuck here in campus. come to think of it, i haven't missed CNY for there couple of years...i think for the past few years we've been going back to penang on CNY morning, hanging out, (me collecting my ang pows), having a ball with my cousins and head home late at nite. ah well, i guess i'm juz gonna miss the fun all the way from johor.

not that i dont have anything to do this week. first of all, my first demo is coming up...and i can feel the stress coming. psm is like a rash, although its not serious, but it bugs the hell out of u until it complete heals. there's alwiz a bit of stress everytime psm pops in my head. but i guess its wat make our degrees even sweeter later on.

secondly, i'm still trying to get my balance on the horse. yesterday's lesson was soooo frustrating. rino said my position was ok, but i still feel that i'm not getting my weight on my heels, which explains why i felt so unbalance when contessa was trotting. rino suggested we switch horses, back to mummy jane. prob is the fear i have since mummy jane threw me off her back as soon as i mounted her. man, that was scary. as soon as i mounted, she got spooked while stepping over sumthing and started jumping around. i was barely seated on the saddle when she did dat, where i found myself on the sand a few seconds later. i'm still holding on to that fear i guess.

i have a date with dr ct this evening...i feel so guilty for not seeing her this week. she's one of the coolest SV in the faculty and sumtimes i feel like i'm taking advantage...huhuhu...gotta go prepare my progress for later...::

::STOCKS::

::its approximately 10.30 a.m now...at the CCNA lab rite now...patutnya ada kelas pukul 10, but until now no sign of En Shafie. biasa la, ketua jabatan mmg sibuk, maybe somthing came up yg dia kena settlekan, trend kat utm ni if lecturer x masuk after 15 minit sumer akan serbu pintu nak balik. but kelas ni lain plak, sumer still dok ngadap pc masing2 lagi.

anywayz, i had a hectic weekend. one, i had my degree++ class for 2 days...aku ambik subject investment. bukan la beriya sgt nak kaya (walaupun ada jugak cita-cita tu) but for 2 reasons:

1)     at 24, i kinda know nothing about the economy. dah la malas baca paper satu bab...family aku pun kurang skit bab-bab business ni...so since aku akan grad x lama lagi (insya allah), i thought of gaining some experience dalam dunia kewangan, nanti pandai skit la nak manage budget

2)     investment ari tu was taught by en effandi - lecturer fave aku. i was in his class for biz finance...dia ni mmg hantu lawak betul la. pantang x mengusik org. anywayz, even though it lasted 2 whole days, it was fun.

today aku berazam nak full swing kan psm aku (ish2, dah minggu ke-5 baru timbul kesedaran). aku rasa last week i hardly touched my psm. ari ni bgn2 tetiba je aku rasa gementar. tak lama lagi nak present demo 40%. huhu. nampaknya x boleh nak balik la CNY ni. xleh nak kutip angpow. tp nak buat mcm mana kan, nak grad punya pasal. rasanya minggu tu tak tido la aku kena ngadap psm sampai muntah. its not about being lazy (w'pun ada skit2 faktor tersebut) but muak tau tgk psm ni. bayangkan its sumthing like a project like last for 4 months, slagi x siap kena tgk benda yg sama tiap2 hari. huhuhu, as soon as aku present psm tu rasa boleh nangis kot....

Anywayz, rasanya nak balik kot. nak sambung buat psm lagi kat bilik...

buSAN!!!!

::aku bosan...bgn pagi ngadap psm, mkn tghari tringat psm...spi tido mlm pun mimpi psm....bosan!!! masalahnya kalo asyik angau kat psm aku tu boleh meningkatkan progress xper la jugak...ni pusing2 byk tu jer command line aku...x bertambah pun. huhuhu...lin kata kalo buat psm x muntah darah x sah namanya...btul jugak tu...ntah bilernya nak siap...

ari ni ada career fair....jgn la tnya nak apply post aper...saje nak pegi nak menjual diri kat sana...huahuahua...dah la, ngantuk la plak lepak kat faculty ni...nak pi mkn dlu sebelum mengayat engineer...hehe::

**2006 Tribute**

::everyone has their resolutions for the new year rite? stop smoking, getting up earlier in the morning, exercise...etc... well, my way of welcoming the new year is by acknowledging those who have been a part of my life through my ups and downs. they are:

1) SUHANA AZLIN (MEK LIN) --> walaupun aku kasik dia nama yg agak x glamor hasil drpd panggilan ummi murni...but nevertheless, she's my rock, my saviour, my sista! a REAL fren in the time of need. i cannot even list down the things dat she's helped me all this while. she may be a year younger than me but this girl is a woooman already. staying with her for a month has definitely brought us closer. thanx gurl for everything...i love u like crazy!

2) Suria + Are-tool --> i know them as best frens...why? coz they have the same pair of skirt each. they were my neighbours back in college. alwiz in smiles and never fail to entertain me with their hilarious jokes and loud-volume ym's that can be heard all the way at my room!

3) Zila + Peanut --> also neighbours...kategori jiran2 yg agak ganaz jugak...minah2 ni yg pada asalnya malu-malu chimpanzee terhadap aktiviti karaoke akhirnya tidak memberi peluang kpd org lain utk memegang mikrofon. Zila ni, kalo buat lawak, muka statik je...x menunjukkan sebrg emosi. aku je bantai gelak berguling. pinat? bakal menjadi tunang org soon...very soon...i wish u all the best and so happy for u!

4) UMMI Mur --> merangkap project manager yg byk bagi idea mengenai project2 bombastic...minah ni sudahpun menjadi seorg ibu to a very2 beautiful princess named zayna humairaa. seorg kwn yg byk berkongsi cerita and gossip hangat sewaktu kami sama2 bergelar student. she's also responsible for adding more words to my vocabulary...hope to c u as soon as u get back from japan!

5) Bazilah (a.k.a buzzy) --> being my roomate...rasanya byk benda aku xleh sorok dari minah nie. one thing's for sure, u can trust her to keep a secret. alwiz looking at the bright side of peeps, as well as being a good listener. 

6) NAIM --> my classmate from PSM. start baik ngan dia since class "aku sebutir pasir". very, very, very helpful. antara org yg paling senang aku nak mintak tolong. anytime bunyik je, mesti dia akan try nak bantu sedaya yg mampu. thanx naim. i still owe him a favour at mc'd. masuk sem nanti yek???

7) Wan Fazlin --> i've been frens with her for like 6 years...since our crazie years at UiTM. one of the most patient human beings on earth. i dun think i've seen her loose her temper before. very mature and very the ayu oredi. also my faithful listener everytime i have problems and very nice to practically everyone. dauz (if u r reading this) is so lucky to have her, like wise.

8) KAK POM --> u know how sumtimes sum ppl give out an aura the first time u meet them? kak pom is one of them. my first impression of her on my first day of LI was 'akak ni mcm leh pcaya jer'. true enuff, she's my advisor, sort of like a big sister i never had. antara manusia paling tabah that i've ever met my entire life. with all that's happening, she can still put a smile on her face and be nice to everyone. salute!

9) FAISAL --> awal-awal kenal dia, mmg byk sakit ati, coz this guy suker giler ngusik. kdg2 x kena time pun ada. but deep down, he's a really nice guy. org yg slalu bwk aku and naa pg mkn2.ingat faisal mesti ingat mkn. u should see him handle his 2 year old daughter...sooooo sweet! dia marah kalo aku ckp dia ayah yg comel. sitting behind me kat office, dia ni suke nyibuk wat i do in my cubicle. but even after aku dah abis LI pun dia still ambik berat 'bout my well being.

10) Lieza + Baini + Teh --> i sort of classify them as "charlie's angles". the latest addition to my group of sengal frens. selaku support unit group TMRND, diorg ni mmg berurat besi tulang titanium sbb boleh mengangkat cpu all day. malu la if guys out there complain penat. also very reliable frens who i share a lot of good times with. thanx for making my time in RND a memorable one!

::the emptiness inside::

::a twist of fate? i'd rather use the term 'tornado' to describe my life rite now...seriously, this past few weeks have seen many unexpected becomings upon me...officially being on rebound mode, endless workload and recently, an end of a beautiful friendship (or so i thought). people say the definition of 'strong' defines a person who faces each obstacle in life without asking 'why'. as for me, i'm still in the midst of searching for all rite answers.

even though my life is currently colored with unresolved issues, i choose to focus my energy to be happy for those who have better luck than me. for instance, i'm soooo ecstatic for the fact that lin (my official housemate) juz received her employment letter from PTD. she'd been working so hard to get the post and seeing her finally succeed puts a smile on my face. congrats mek...lepas ni kalau kena posting overseas kitorg buat reunion kat umah u, k? she's seen me in my worst state ever, and i thank Allah for granting me a fren like her. love u babe. 

another euphoria to celebrate...another 'lin' in my life juz got a call (when i was at her house)...can't really broadcast wat its all about, but the hint would me 'Nescafe Kick-start'...sooo looking forward for good news ahead. u know i support u, babe...

its getting late and i still have tons to finish for my last week of work (finally...)::

:.Stupid to the power of 3.:

:aku suka berada di kalangan org...sumthing like a people person. kalo sehari dok umah sorg2 tanpa insan yang lain mungkin boleh weng kot. if i get lucky, i might even get attached easily (platonically speaking fyi). wat am i babbling about? hmm, a piece of my story dat appears to not mean anything to some individuals...

for the last couple of months, i experienced something quite different from my usual norm...working. my life as a practical student really, really (and i mean really) changed a lot of my life's perspective. my first few weeks had not started out that well (review my past posts). after a while i got immuned to the environment....and soon after, i felt like i was blending in...

time aku kat sini, i met lotsa people with a thousand of different characters...the colors of life, yes. i learnt a whole new meaning of trust, frenship, patience and tolerance. during this time, i've developed a bond with some, since aku ni anak sulung...i tend to look up to those older than me as my mentor a.k.a brother/sister. sape yg kenal aku, might say that aku ni panas baran skit. but being around people who are older than me taught me to keep my cool in order to respect others.

dlm masa yg sama jugak, aku mmg lebih rapat dengan beberapa individu (based on keserasian la). contohnya, aku ni mmg kecoh, so if ada staf yg sama kecoh and weng mcm aku, boleh jer merapu sama2. some of them yg baik ngan aku, mmg aku dah mula sayang mcm abg and kakak aku sendiri. kinda sad jugak la to think dat 4 months ago, i didnt know how on earth aku nak survive kat sini, but today, mcm sedey plak nak tinggalkan org yg i'm attached to (hehe, aku je poyo, ntah2 diorg happy jer aku dah berambus). but amidst all dat, ada jugak aku rasa terkilan. why? mmm, situation dia susah nak explain skit. but its sumthing like this...i appear to be a sister, a fren and a companion. but i DON'T feel like i have a older bro/sis, a fren or a companion. get wat i mean? mmm, nak explain pun susah coz panjang citernya, cuma mcm terkilan la. coz kalo nak mintak personal favors dlm office, dtg carik aku. biler tanya nape mintak tlg aku, ckp aku ni bleh harap, bleh simpan rahsia dan sewaktu dgnnya. bagi aku, if seseorg tu ada kepercayaan mcm tu pd aku, mesti la menghargaikan? rasa mcm seronok la ada org pecaya kita mcm tue, and automatically mesti rasa rapat (ke x betul ape aku rasa ni?). bagi aku la kan, if diorg ni leh pecaya aku mcm adik, maknanya x salah kan aku anggap diorg mcm adik beradik yg lebih tua. the thing is, bab mintak tolong ckp pecaya kat aku, but biler aku yg perlukan a bit of help/attention/advice, buat acuh x acuh. terkilan x rasa2nya? biler ajak aku teman, i'm available. but if aku yg ajak, sori, ada keje la. biler ajak soh tolong, aku try tolong sdaya mampu, but when my turn comes, sori dah janji ngan mmbe. ajak aku mkn, biler aku tunggu, then cancel on me, x ckp sori pun. aku pun ada ati and perasaan. kalo terguris, berdarah jugak. xkan sebab tgk aku ni yg paling muda leh buat ikut suka without taking consideration how i feel? if kita janji dgn kwn pastu x jadi, mesti kita mintak maaf kan? then nape biler cancel janji ngan aku x leh mintak maaf? as if aku ni bukan kawan la. nie cuma salah satu je la contoh. byk yg serupa begini aku alami. itu yg mcm agak terkilan. mesti ada yg pelik, apsal aku emo sgt pasal benda ni? well, its hard to explain. when kita je yg apreciate the frenship, biler pihak lagi satu x ambik port. mcm ni la jadinya. terkilan, terkilan, terkilan....tp org langsung x ambik port kita rasa ape....

ok la...nak story panjang, kang banjir plak....gotta go for now::

[::Kisah yang melucukan::]

Alkisah tersebut la kisah...hari selasa lepas, bersamaan 31 November 2006, aku mendapat emel dari sv LI aku, dr asri, yang menyatakan dia nak melawat ofis aku this friday (a.i. today). disebabkan masa tu baru ofis baru naik dari cuti raya, agak kelam kabut juga aku dibuatnya. ofis hr bukan kat sini...so aku ambik masa jugak nak kena fax surat kat bos2 aku, inform training unit, update weekly report, etc....pendek kata, mcm2 la keje yg remeh kena buat. spikan kena stay back kat ofis 2 ari nak prepare utk sv aku ni. smlm aku balik almost close to 7, mcm2 nak kena printkan utk ari ni. balik umah pun sambung lagi compile keje2 aku so dat nak tunjuk nt x la berterabur. lupa nak ckp, ofis aku siap order lunch lagi.

pagi td, aku spi pun awal, coz baru teringat smlm, log book x siap lagi. dtg kul 8 lagi tue (jarang giler aku dtg on time, let alone awal...teehee!). pastu dari pagi la aku mcm standby nak tunggu kemunculan sv aku. siap kak pom ajak b'fast roti canai sedap depan bus stop pun aku xnak, takut kalo2 sv aku tu terdatang awal ke...dah potong 5 markah sbb x ada kat ofis. janji nak dtg kul 11, tunggu punya tunggu, x spi2 jugak. 11.15, aku call, x ada org jwb. 11.30, call lagi, pun x ada org jwb. cik zek (official caterer ofis aku) dan pun hidang naik tomato, dgn lauk ayam n daging yg semerbak baunya. tunggu lagi...dlm kul 11.45 aku try call, baru got thru to sumone (bukan sv aku). dia ckp sv aku ada emergency kat spital, and ada replacement sv. aku pun mcm pening sat, sbb nape x call aku at least? xpe2 aku pikir. aku pun mintak num sv baru tu pastu try call dia. masa call aku connect thru, terkejut pun ada....ada caller ringtone! heck, aku pun x pasang benda tu....lagu soul patrol x silap...x pnah2 aku call lec ada lagu2, tgh syok2 aku layan....dia pun angkat fon. kelam kabut jugak aku start mukadimah. bukan ape, if aku pnah kenal dia b4 this then i know wat to expect la in terms of org dia mcm mana....ni first time aku dgr nama dia...so rasanya confirm aku xkenal di fac. selingan jap, (saje nak kongsi fakta)...suara dia muda giler! haha, aku call dia pakai loud speaker, so even officemate aku ckp suara mmg macho la (argh!takut je bile jumpa nanti the total opposite,hehe). dia siap mintak maaf for the confusion, and also apologised saying he couldn't make it today. masa aku dgr tu mcm nak marah pun ada (penat je aku stay back kat ofis and order makanan)...tp seriously, tp lec tu apologise mcm memujuk je (ditambah dgn suaranya yg sedap...haha), aku pun trus x jadi nak buat tegas. aku pun ckp x kisah la, nak dtg bile2, cuma mintak dia tolong confirm dgn aku b4 hand.

letak je fon, boss aku dah sengih2 (he heard the conversation). trus dia ckp jom pi mkn.....dia sebenarnya dah lama lapar agaknya. aku pun mcm serba salah coz head of cluster aku dah bersemangat nak jumpa sv( dia pun grad dr utm gak)....tetiba ada hinderence mcm ni plak. hmm, ape2 pun aku mmg ngantuk coz dah 2 mlm x tido btul. i'm so glad the weekend is finally here.

::Cat's Whiskers::

[::present time::9.15 am - waiting for breakfast]

office is like office today, with almost a full attendance. seriously, i came in for the last 2 days and was bored to death coz no one was around... everyone was still in the festive mood perhaps. in the subject of work, yesterday was one hell of a day. first, i got an sms from lin...after exchanging a few...i decided to meet her at um and together, go visit a fren at KJ for some reason which i think, is too personal to be viewed here (fara, if ur reading this...pliz dun ever, ever do that again!). anywayz, on my way to um, lin called her to tell that we were stopping by...instead, she was already on her way back to indon! how infuriating...short cut, i met lin at her hostel wif a couple of her frens, then we decided to grab a mamak bite at bangsar...i can't remember wat's its name, but all i know is dat its been a long, loooong time since i hung out there. can't believe how the place has changed drastically since i left kl ages ago. after a couple of toseis, (and also a difficult time figuring out how to read the bill), we went to this boutique which was a couple of streets away...which reminded me to get a dress for the coming dinner party, but since i usually take hours to shops for an outfit, didnt think it was fair to them...plus, i didnt have the cash! it was really fun walking around (lin:touring in bangsar) coz i havent had the opportunity to do dat in a long time.come to think about it, i havent been hanging out as much as i used to since utm...the last time was like.....hmm, even i dun remember...sad rite? when i got this internship here in kl, i tot dat it would be great, like having lots of places to hang out compared to jb...truth is, working really is very tiring. most of the time i get home almost dark, which leaves me too tired even to have dinner (which is already prepared on the table), let alone go out for a nite life. the only time i have if weekends, which is also a bum coz i cant concentrate on shopping when there's so many ppl! dat said, i wish to utilise my final month here to the fullest, juz waiting for my paycheck and also for my frens to finish their finals.

rite now, i have to go back to preparing for the recording, which doesnt seem to be ending. i'm starting to get bored with this task...

::Morning glory::

::Have u ever seen a morning glory when it blooms in the mist of the early dawn?its a truly beautiful sight. pure and refreshing. dats how i want my new life to be from now on. its true, life is never a bed of roses, but we can try to eliminate as many thorns as possible rite? people say dat if u wanna feel happy, find elements that can lift ur mood. i found a few dat made my day:

1. seeing baby humairaa growing well...i'm positive her parents r the happiest couple in japan. hehe, i think she's the luckiest baby to have PG and mur as parents. they're so cool...and being me, i still can't believe how fast time flies...mur is already a mommy.
2. I was surfing frenster this morning (1/2 of my office are already on leave for the festive season) and came across zuera's page (i call her zuera-fendy ;-P). for those of u who have already heard the news...pliz hit me for being outdated. zuera is already engaged! huhu, so terharu when i read her testi. although i've only known these girls for 1 semester, but they have been the best of frens so far. and i'm so happy dat she has found her soulmate. another reason why we souldn't be wasting time over sad things when there's so much in life to live for....
3. tomorrow i'll be breaking fast with my ofismates. seriously, had been planning this for sum time but somehow there's always a hinderence one way or another. hopefully tomorrow (with god's will), will be a fun buka puasa with the team.

besides me babbling in my blog, i actually have my data acquisition task to complete...but since all my samples have gone on leave...or missing in action....i'm so bored rite now. malas, malas, malas. no motivation at all today. my 'ym' fren if also unavailable at the moment....so i'm all alone in my cubicle pouring my morning glory story in my blog. ingat nak cabut awal today....